Questioning without words:Yullen Fanfic

This is a new fanfic! I just recently wrote this one...
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It started wrong so it also ended wrong. They became lovers because of a clandestine love so they also ended with it.. But one thing for sure…

…They still love each other.

It's already 12:00 am but Kanda can't sleep. Lenalee oblige him to sleep with her but he refused by giving some excuses, so he ended up in the room next to her.

Kanda clenched his teeth. He is trying to sleep but his mind is occupied with his white-haired ex-boyfriend. A question -rather an air- slips in his mouth that been bugging his mind the entire time.

"Why did I leave him?"

Oh. Now he remembered. That fucking kid doesn't trust him that he will not leave him…

…but he just left him right? With his best friend Lenalee actually.

"Why did I despise him?"

Another question. Damn him. Why can't he just stop fucking asks? Of course, ever since they met, he already despise that kid. Everything around him is just fucking perfect. His soft hair, his sliver-orbs and that fucking sweet smile! It irks him…

…that he became to love every bits of it.

"So you still love him?"

Augh! Will you just stop asking question!...Of course I love him, every fragments of that fucking git. His smile that can make you diabetic. His black hole stomach that can eat everything. His fucking accent. Everything….

…He loves him so much that he knows he is already addictive to him.

His thoughts were stop when he hears his phone vibrate in the back of his tight jeans. He sits up and answers it with out looking on it.

"…Kanda?"

"…Moyashi?" He hears sobs on the other line.

"A-are you alright, Moyashi?"

"…Please Kanda."

"Wha-"

"I'll trust you! I will not ever ever think wrongly of you. I will also not eat your soba in fridge. I will not also disturb you when you are meditating. I will no-"

"Allen. Don't ramble. Lenalee's on the other room." He can hear Allen flinched on the other line.

"…S-so please…Come back to me Kanda…I love you."

He can't help it. He loves the fucking, damn, douche, idiot beansprout that he is talking with right now. If he can, he will immediately went where the Moyashi is, get him and make him and him alone only.

…Well, he can after all so why not do it right now?

"Damn you Moyashi! Just wait right there!"

CUT!

That's an epic fail…Really…Augh! Sorry!

BTW, Can Allen eat England's scones? I am just wondering…